Last Updated: 05 Sep 2011

Kelly on losing her baby

Earlier in the year Kelly Brook sadly suffered a miscarriage at five months pregnant. Since then she has kept quiet on the subject, until now. Kelly is opening up for the first time about what she calls the, "most terrible time of my life."

Kelly fell pregnant with a baby girl not long after she started dated Thom Evans, an ex-Scotland rugby player. They announced to the press that they were expecting a baby girl but then a month or so later they lost the baby. This is obviously a lot to go through in a very new relationship but Kelly says that the whole ordeal has actually brought the couple closer together rather than tearing them apart.

Kelly explains what it's been like since the loss, "The whole thing has been a huge journey. There are so many complex stages of bereavement that I’m still going through. You feel emptiness, sadness, guilt, loss. I take it one day at a time. One moment you don’t even think about it, the next you’re crying hysterically. But it’s complicated, isn’t it?"

Kelly continues, "There are moments of total sadness and devastation, and moments of relief too. But you also have to remember that it’s life. Stuff like that happens."

We're glad to hear Kelly is getting to the stage where she's beginning to heal and that she and Thom are still going strong.